I've just finished 8.5hrs of my 10hr shift, and I've done almost nothing. I took care of 6 customers, perhaps 45min total. I'll have to clean before closing, so I'll have done 1.5hrs of actual work today, and still gotten paid for 10hrs. I know this amazing, and I don't mean to sound as though I'm bragging, but it's just, I also did nothing for myself. I didn't attempt to advance any plans/goals I have. I just surfed the web, for 8hours. I ran out of things to do after 3hours, and then I just searched in vain for ways to waste my time online.
At some point, I don't even really remember, I took a 30min break, to go buy food. They say we shouldn't grocery shop while hungry....well. So I bought a whole pecan pie, mini chocolate cupcakes, and frozen spring rolls (for $10 :( moniesssssssss!!) I've already tried all three, and I also already regret all three purchases. Sigh. I have to do this at least once every fortnight, though, because I get these insane urges to go buy some ridiculous food that I usually don't let myself buy, except for the once-a-fortnight-grocery-shopping-spree.
My father has decided that our curfew is now 9pm. I'm 23 years old, by the way. Yeah, sometimes I just gotta let him feel like he has some control, because, pretty soon, he's not going to have any. I just wish we could've worked together, instead of my parents forcing me to do drastic things.
I did my laundry last week! And cleaned the bathroom! And cooked some food! And took a shower! And did some henna for some people to make moniessss!! So I can promise that I won't be productive for the next month....maybe that's why I was puddle of goo these past few days....(remember that one song by puddle of mud??)
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