The problem is that I'm not accepting his answer as rejection. It seems like it's going to work out perfectly, he'll see if he likes that girl, and when he doesn't, he'll come holler at me, at a time when I'm better emotionally. Which is making it really difficult for me to see this as a "No." Because that's what it is, a "No."
On the bright side, the fantasizing has stopped, so that's good. I'm still compulsively checking facebook, but I think that's going to go down as well. So I think I'm going to eventually see this as rejection, I'll just be sadder then, because, right now, I'm sort of fine with it, since I think it might go somewhere eventually. I think, once I face reality, I'll be a bit sadder.
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