Panic Attacks

What is it about school that just causes me to have panic attacks every time I think or am forced to deal with it??

Today, I finally called my university to figure out what to do about re-admission, and I was positively freaking out inside.  While I'm proud of myself for actually calling, I'm starting to get freaked out about whether or not I'll be re-admitted, whether or not I'll finally be able to finish classes this time, and whether or not I'll be able to finish those 45 credits before next summer's end.

blargh.

I basically ignored school for the past few months, and it's been sooo nice. So having to think about it again freaks me out.

This is my last last-chance.