Updates

• I'll be leaving for Japan/Korea in 10 days!!!!!!!!!!!! o.0 It's gonna happen, y'all.
• I have to clean before I leave. Yuck. My room, my bed (which I use as a large table to hold all of my food), my car, my clothes.  I have been trying to find motivation ALL week. It has yet to be found.
• I've been bored. 
• Because I'm not in school, and I only work, I've found myself to be really bored lately. The first couple months, I was ok with wasting my time on the internet, reading, working, and then volunteering a little bit.  But now, I feel like I've exhausted all the entertainment I can get out of those. I need to entertain myself in different ways. But this requires effort, so I've just been sleeping more, which is SUPER bad, because that can lead me to feeling cranky and/or depressed. I don't know if this is because I'm itching to start my trip already, if I'm finally (???) ready to start classes again, or a combination of both. I'll definitely be less bored next semester!
• I've been re-admitted, officially.
• I can only take two classes, and they have to be classes I've failed, so I will be re-taking two anthropology classes. I'll have a phone appointment with my advisor next week to sign me up for the classes. 
• I have made a plan in which I would unofficially attend other anthro classes, and  do all the assignments, and they could then enter me as having taken/completed the class over the summer.  This way, I can make a larger dent in those 45 credits that are keeping me from graduation. But I'm scared. In order to do this, I need to go into the anthro department and talk to my professors to ask them for this opportunity. I don't want to! It's so embarrassing and nerve racking to have to go back and ask them for help again! ugh. 
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• ugh. 
• What if I don't follow through? Again?